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Mengisi kekosongan hati.....

#terima kasih sayang <3

dia dan saya

Dia dan saya, suatu hari nanti akan jadi ibu dan ayah yang baik untuk anak2 KAMI berdua.

Dia ayah kepada anak2 saya dan saya ibu kepada anak2 dia :)

#doakan hubungan kami.

Kalau satu hari nanti, takdir bawak Apiet pergi dari aku, apa jadi dekat aku? Macam mana hati aku? Can i still smile like nothing happen? Will i meet other guys? For me, Apiet being perfect as a man for me. Just me, never be perfect for him. For what had happened lately, my heart hurt so much. As much as i hurt Apiet with all suck thing i had done to him. 

Untuk masa depan, aku tak tahu pun apa akan jadi. Sumpah aku takut dengan masa depan aku dan Apiet. Masa depan hubungan kami. Aku tak tahu apa aku buat. I hurt him so much. Kalau aku hilang dia, kalau dia bukan dengan aku. 

Ya Allah, jika Engkau mengetahui bahawa hubungan aku dengan Apiet lebih baik bagi diriku dalam agama, kehidupan dan akhir urusanku, baik dalam waktu yang dekat mahupun yang akan datang, maka tetapkanlah ia bagiku dan mudahkanlah ia untukku.

straight

I don't know which part have to blame for all this suck thing was happening to us. 

!___________!

hurmmmmmmmmmmm :'(

I don't said you're gay. Sorry T____T

But.

Just ignore the gayboy.  I don't like it ~____~  Pleaseeee.

Orang tahu dia ramah, friendly but pleasee, not with gayboy. It just suck, i hate it.

Please.

he gave me flowers!

 [Gambar] i heart him

Tuhan, thanks for sending to me a nice guy who love me sincere from his heart. Who never walk away when im  the one who hurt him so hard. Tuhan, please take care of him when im far away from his side.

#thanks for your effort to attend my graduation day lollipop :) love you! much! please take care your heart for me.

i wonder

Agak2 dia selami tak setiap lagu yang aku bagi kat dia since aku selalu bagi lagu dekat dia thru fb, in blog. Hurrrrmmmmmmmm. The facts is, every song i gave to him is the word i want to say to him. Sometime i felt is tooooo jiwang to said  by my self so i dedicate a song to cover up ~_~

Errrrrrr, nak tidoq la. Esok mesti kena gelak ni! Bye.

Ouh ha!

korean version happy birthday song is sooooooo cute auwww 

he getting old and my love toward him getting stronger

Happy birthday gengster! Kuikuikuikui (dalam bahasa cina maksud hantuhantuhantu) :p

Hey pakwe! You are getting old, when you want marry me ha? Teheeeee.. Okey  gurau pagi2! So, this is your second birthday as my boyfriend. You feel good? Awsome rite being my boyfie. Kahkahkah. Feel like in heaven aite having a super cute  girlfie like me. Kehkehkehkeh. Sooooooooo. Im feel lucky too having you as my boyfriend. At least you never left me, the hot temper girl! 

Ouh ha, cliche word when wishing someone birthday. I hope you always happy, get lot of money, get a good carier, bla bla bla bla. Urgh. Boring! Are you doesn't feel like me baby? Bore with all this wishes when birthday is coming. Lulzzzzzzz.  Lagipun dah wish tadi thru sms lebih kurang je ayat. Kan? Kan?

Sooooooooooooooooooo. I just want to blow a kiss for you and hug you tight in my dream tonite as wishes for you birthday. I miss you lot baby! I just hope you are here and we are sharing a cuppies since my birthday is tommorow! And we spend a whole day lying and watch a romantic movie in a room. Blerghhh. This will come true when you be my husband only!

Baby, take care yourself there. Don't give your heart to others ugly girl out there! Im waiting you everyday with lots of love. I love you.

#close my eye and i see you. i hope when i open my eye, you was smiling to me! miss you :'(

7 petala cinta

"jangan biarkan hadirmu sekejap mata

dan jangan biarkan kebersamaan kita hanyalah sementara"

Aku rasa aku dengan dia kena duduk dan cakap tentang 'kami'. Yang aku perasan, aku dengan dia makin kejauh bertentang arah. Aku taknak hilang dia T__________T

since the last

Heyyo my secreto blog. Eceh, secreto la sangat kan. Teheee. It's been long time since the last entry. Dah bersawang sikit2 belog ni. 

Zrrrrruuuuuuuurrr. Mesti pembaca sesat dah pikir everything is over when read the last entry. No no no no. Babap pungkoq ha pikir bukan2 macam tu. Im still lovey dovey with my superhero. Well, biasa la bila in realtionship, ada masa manja2 ada masa lawan bertumbuk. Teheeeeee.

Actually, aku tak tahu nak cerita apa dalam sini. Banyak sangat cerita banyak sangat benda terjadi tapi semua tu tak tertaip. Semua aku simpan dalam hati, dalam memori. Aku harap semua ni bukan petanda titik noktah dalan hubungan aku dengan Mr. A ~.~'

Urmm, aku sayang dia. Sumpah. Dia superhero kedua untuk aku lepas abah. Dia banyak tolong aku. Boleh cakap, what i need, i get it from him. Even kadang2 perangai dia sumpah macam budak2 contohnya masuk kedai Toys R Us merap nak cookies beruang T_______T dan gila bila sesat jalan dalam Penang sampai tumbuk stereng keta >.<

Aku tak rasa banyak benda nak taip dalam sini memandangkan sekarng bulan hectic untuk aku. BULAN FINAL EXAM yang jilaka. Semua benda kena buat dalam tempoh singkat. memang pengsan. Oeky bye. Doakan aku untuk final ni.

#im sorry sebab buat perangai lagi untuk perkara kecik :( i love you baby.